Tuesday, May 19, 2009 @ 4:34 AM


haisx.

ive finally realised, my momma has changed. its nt hw she used to be th 'mama' ive known. aft my mum's second engagement, she's totally different. she has changed to b th new 'mama'. she's different towards me. she keeps scolding me, she says somethng bad abt me, she always thnks negative thoughts about me. she's not th one ive ever known. even my future stepfather doesnt talk alot to me. mayb my momma thnks dat i thnk dat she's a stranger to me. th reason i nvr talk to her alot, is bcos im angry with her. she treats unfairly between me and my 2 brothers. i dunno why la. ths is so sickening. ths always happens to me. every year in my life. im always get scolded, even everythng ive done fr them, haisx. why is ths happening? i knw she gave my everythng, bt i thnk she gave me lack of love. i could do nothing else. why? if it isnt my fault, my brother blamed me, she scolded me and didnt even knw who's right or wrong. its so unfair. im so stressed. haixs. mama, why you changed? why you show me lack of love? hiaxs. hope you realise one day mum.


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