you make me unbeautiful.

Thursday, May 14, 2009 @ 6:57 AM

If I could have just one wish,

I would wish to wake up everydayt o the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine. Knowing that I could never find that feelings with anyone other than you.

A stranger you were once.

Then, with a gentle look you took my hand. As our lives engaged,you lit my life and I held both your hands. Now that decades have passed, ours souls have indeed become one. How fortunate we are that we have found the love so truethat everyone dreams about.

When tender leaves are budding green
and all is new.
remember me.
I'll think of you with heavy heart.
emotion, yet, unseen.
And come the summer's starry night
when roses bloom
and life is sweet in Nature's womb,
I'll wish for you
'till darkness fades to light.
And when the green has turned to gold,
the leaves will fall
as tinted tears,
my soul will call across the miles,
its secret love, untold.
For when the earth is cold and bare
and all is white
with winter's snow,
the fire's light will blaze in eyes
that whisper still ... "I care."

I miss him so much,
my soul's longing can be heard by others.
I hear his name being swept on the breeze.
So much, that the stars don't seem as bright.
Thousands of miles seem uncrossable.
Sleeping is a saint,
A saint because I get to be with him in my dreams.
I miss him so deeply,
I can no longer tell if the sun is shinning.
At night, his presence is so strong in my mind,
I can feel his silk touch.
See his caring eyes looking into mine,
Hear his caressing voice as it whispers in my ear
And taste his mouth, as it kisses mine.
All of this reality only exists in dreams.
In the daytime, I can smell his cologne,
Floating from a distant satin flower.
I imagine his walk as he moves forward to me,
I almost feel his arms around me.
I miss his soft kisses, full of passion.
I long for the way he held my hand, so gently.
I can't help but remember how a simple hug,
Meant so much to him.
I want his sympathetic actions,
I'd give years for his embarrassing phrases,
I'd give a lifetime for his kind thoughts.
I'd do anything just to hold his heart.

i love one and only my baby, Fadhly Bin Roslan.

EMILY.

im blissfully attached. im 14. hate me? get out off my blog baby. im CHIJ st. joseph convent. im an eye-candy. i love hotpink. haha. im friendly but i can be nasty.

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