Hello. Jst cme bck frm shopping. Haha. I got new newbalance pink and black shoe, bought 2 slippers, lacoste and ripples. Mak i, nice sial. Bought ths ribboned headband fr 7 bucks at diva. Haha. Bought earpist cos smeone spoiled mine. I was searchng fr th hotpink earpist. Bt dnt hve, so no choice, buy red. Hmm. Nxt wk, shopping day again! I wanna go pedicure. Anndd yes people, im chngng my nmbr on th 24 of august. Whch means tmr. Yay. Assalammualaikum.
Hmm. Idk. Smethng bothering me. C I N T A. Smetimes couples argues bcos of missundrstndng, changes in dat person, smetmes even abt stupid stuffs. Smetmes i dun undrstnd abt my lovelife. Bf always speak out abt trusts, changes in me, my ex, and sme othr stuffs i dun like. Bf likes to talk abt grls, say dat his sch grl friend hotstuff la, and bf go out always look at grls even im wth him. Nt saying dat im jealous lah. Bf says if my face look like caucasion, he love me more, everyday wana see my face. Thn he says he wants my skin to be tan, he says im chubby fat. Like, 'ehh your grlfriend Nt enough pretty? tk cukup kah im ths way:(?' grls spents alot of money on make ups, get hair done, buy new clothes just to impress guys bt thy jst dnt realise. dats wht ive always been thnkng abt. Bf says i went out wth guys lah. Bt, i went out wth guys also got grls wht. Nt like alone alone and ppl thnks we're couples, nooo whaat. Masyaallah. Rather thn bf? Go out wth lots of grls in 1 day, TURN BY TURN! sorry bby, its nt dat i want to gve you a bad name. Im just expressing my feelings here. And i thnk dat, bf always wants to be rght. Everythng rght, bf always blame me, im always been in wrong, i dunno syg. If i cnfront ths to bf, cnfrm, he wont find his faults. He will say im th faulty. I love bf still. Muhammad fadhly bin roslan, ily. Assalam'mualaikum.
Hey, haha. Im at changi general hsptal nw. Sending my grndfathr to chck his eyes. I skipped sch wth rara today. Haha. Waiting fr th servng numbr to cme out. Walao.
Heyy readersss. Im in th mrt train nw, otw to paya lebar. Go baazaaar, bt whatt sssaaay! Raining. I hate gg out whn its on rainy days. Haaiyo, so mao fan liao. Met up wth hazyrul and asri. Haha. I got 2 body guards sia. Hahaha. Annd ya, hazyrul and asri and i went walking at bazaar, so we break fast at smewhre behind joo chiat or katong thr. Wa sia, i cnt eat alot. I onlx cn eat 5 spoons aft dat, datsss all. Haha. Aft eating , i fnd my hair masai, so at dat point of tme, we went to city plaza to get my hair done. So hazyrul and asri went bck, i myself alone , aft get my hair done, i perm it fr temporary, bfore doin it, it charges me 15 bucks, so i say ok. Aft everythng done, she say its 12 bucks. Haha. Thn i rushed to paya lebar mrt to meet my mum, aunt, dad, cousins. So we start on our shoppng journey. Hahaha.
Today fasting. Haha. Walao. Cant meet bf. Bt who says so? Cn meet what for break fasting. Haha. Ya lah, wht lah u emily. Hmm. Just nw in th mrning at 4.30am woke up and eat breakfast rice, egg chli black what i dnno, tahu smbal and ikan masin. Haha. Luckily kenyaang. Hmm. I only drank plain cold water. Aft dat watch tv and text hazyrul and sme othr friends. So i decided to disturb asri and ask hazyrul his numbr, haha. I dunno lah ppl say he likes me. So aft a lng written txt msg, i sleep fr awhle, i woke up, WALAO! 12 msgs sia i recieve. All frm asri. Haha. Okay until here. I'l blog again later. Buhbye people.
whats with blog right now? cnt upload pics sia. like WTH. lol. okok. farah ask me out to playclub next saturday. she was like, wanna come? i bring amy ameera too if she wanna go. i was like. hmm. okay. right. i'll go. actually if amy nt going also, im gg cos i wanna party bebs. hahaha. meet youuuu up sooooon ayes.theres speech yesterday and im the only one who's talking abt my classmates. i was hahahaha, im talking abt my classmates. and i talk about hw caring, loving and helpful my classmates was. hahaha. and they were like woooooo. and dharnu came up to me says that erra, you're my sweetest friend i ever had. hahaha. and mary said tht aww im sweet. hahah. and afifa was like "FAD! FAD! FAD!" i was like why the hell are you calling my bf's name? " hahaha. so i started my speech. aft ending, i said " 2a, i love you guys." everyone was like. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! hahaahaha. okayy. aft dat mother class. i have another speech about sme craps. aft dat i dewi haz amyrawr farhani fifa patonah and me were talking rubbish abt the speech cos we nvr do at all. hahaha. me and dewi do it last minute. but aftr a long written, i find it all i wrote doesnt referring to wht teacher asked to talk about. so aftr we talking, my malay tcher was like , the face was like "huh?" kind of her stupid ugly face, and you know wht? she did purple and red extensions on her fringe! walao. mrepek siaa. thn she bang the chair. cos we like keep asking her abt the speeech. soo hate her. she like dunn like us sia. if she dnt like she cn say wht. and its so obvious tht she dun really like us. get a life.

okayyy peoooople im gooooing playclub on next saturdaaaaaaay. whoever is going meeettt youuu guyss soooon!

chiao.
currently im watchin LIAR LIAR. haha. chattin with aqil. i dunno who the hell is dat. just being friendly. haha. hmm. hell, maths CT3 was easy sial. but i nvr study siol. haiyo.
i wnna find friends like:
loves shopping. funny. cn take jokes. fun. sporting. hahaha.
where cn find? haha. my classmates, like my malay friends all cnnot go out. everytime got their own plans. like fck. klua nan kwn tk boley, klua nan jantan smue bole. abe plan plan, paitao org. sial je. i hate dat kind of attitude. hmmm. well, but i cn be undrstndng. in 2 years of friends, i only go out with my sch friends twice PER YEAR. cool kape? tk gerek ah seh. i wnna find moreeeeee mooooooreeeee friends. wanna be my frieeeend? haahaha.
im feeling bad today. some othr guy texted me, he says he wanna be with me, padehal dier tau aku dah attached sial. he keep saying "when can you be mine dear? are you gonna be mine 1 day syg?" i was like WTH? i told my bf about it. but. he called me cos i ask to. aftr telling him this, he just put down the phone. i was like? huh? so maybe nxt time i wont share it wth him. sometimes i think back, im not a perfect gf and a useless gf. idk. haiyo. maybe i just have to relax.


ah ya. BABES! ive got national day outing pics. but havent yet upload. mls sial. tune in to see aye.

byebyebyebye.
hey people.
im feeling awkward since this morning. i slept at 12.30 last night and woke up at 5am. feels like i sleep about 15 mins sia. thn my leg cramp sia. today got P.E thn i nvr go fr P.E . haiiyoo. text my bf, 4 hours later thn he replied. aft i texted him for the second time. i feel like he's love is changing, and feel like he doesnt love me much like last time. he's love is not as sweet as last time, he has turned into a new fadhly, im finding for the old fadhly ive known. haaaaaaaaaiyo. luckily thers someone cheer me up. he's a great guy:) thnks. WALAOWEHH. tomrro need to wash teacher's car siaa. hahah. confirm damn fun. but sueh ah. tmr need go buy new nike shoes! yayyy! hmm. i thought of buying OSIRIS OR NEW BALANCE. but thnk NIKE nice ah. next time then OSIRIS then NEW BALANCE. hahha. hmmm.

tmr gooooo shoppping with mommy and daadyy. this week busy. gonna go for manicure on friday with amyrawr and dewi. hahha, thn on sunday we gonna go marina barrage watch fireworks. wuhooo. thn shoppinggg again. this thursday we got audition for teachers day. mao fan lehh. today sign up, thursday audition. like fck. suck balls la. hahah. no time. sooo. wednesday need to train hard aftr sch till we really know the steps well, syahirah and aifa gonna teach us th steps. wuhhhhhoo. thnks. ehhh.. i wnna chck up ion mall at town lah seh. yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.


tc people:)


megan fox.

omg? is'nt she HOT? aiyoo. fcking hot sia she. haha. dammit. i find girls these days look older, bt their age are young. haha. why ehhhhh? hahah. hmm.
i want new tops and bottoms sia. when going shopping again siaaa ..

last night.
i couldnt sleep well last night. i dunnoe what i was thnking about. it spin my head right round right round. hahaha. while cnt sleep, thnking about my bby, i wrote down some notes for him. not too long notes. but quite long ahh. fck, wht am i talkin about? ok nvm. i felt like i was a useless girlfriend ever haddd. awwwwwww. cn someone tell me whts wronG? i bet nobody knoooooows. shiaaaat. im talking shiaaat already now. hmmm.

tata peeoooopleee.
baby.
im soo sorry. ths few days ive been acting differently towards you. im so sorry.
hmm. sorry guys, ive been inactive at blog. ive been busy for a while. haiyoooo. sooo mao fan liao.
sooo. im having great time in these months and few months back. i took pictures, bt walao mls mau upload lehh. hhahah. i'll update again.

wait.
to my classmates:
walaoweyh. tasha clarrissa, shi hui. dnt laugh at my blogg leeh. i know i hvent blog yet. hahha. bodo:)